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Ah, not to be cut off,
not through the slightest partition
shut out from the law of the stars
The inner — what is it?
if not intensified sky,
hurled through with birds and deep
with the winds of homecoming.
Rilke
‎Nature is not a place to visit. It is home.
Gary Snyder
your totem

the gods of commerce have stolen your totem

they have stolen your flame

they have stolen your spirit energy

the gods of commerce would make you believe

a jaguar stalking the cold worlds of frozen emotion

is meant to bring you watches and jewelry

made of metals and crystals mined by children surrounded by machine guns

Magic Wand from deviantArt by Wolf-Minori

Magic Wand from deviantArt by Wolf-Minori

Notes from Spell of the Sensuous

galileo said all is reducible to mathematics, the whole of the universe, triangles, circles, angles

descartes: i think, therefore i am

YET: science is birthed from and returns to experienced life, the subjective, unnumbered

Step close to the roses. Breathe into your belly. Feel your heart. Turn down your mind to level 2 or below. Notice what is near you.

Step close to the roses. Breathe into your belly. Feel your heart. Turn down your mind to level 2 or below. Notice what is near you.

Why is there this everlasting craving to be loved? Listen carefully. You want to be loved because you do not love; but the moment you love, it is finished, you are no longer inquiring whether or not somebody loves you. As long as you demand to be loved, there is no love in you; and if you feel no love, why should you be loved? Without love you are a dead thing; and when the dead thing asks for love, it is still dead. Whereas, if your heart is full of love, then you never ask to be loved, you never put out your begging bowl for someone to fill it. It is only the empty who ask to be filled, and an empty heart can never be filled by running after gurus or seeking love in a hundred other ways.
J. Krishnamurti, Think On These Things
The horses are coming
Photo by Paul Moody (paul+photos=moody) via Flickr CC License from

The horses are coming

Photo by Paul Moody (paul+photos=moody) via Flickr CC License from

Now I lay me down to sleep

Death has greeted him somehow. He knows it waits for him. Sweet child cries out to his mother before he shifts into slumber, “I don’t want to die, Mommy.”

What answer does a mother provide when the easy one of “Heaven waits for you” isn’t an option.

“Your body will die,” she says. “But your soul, who you have been for eons, forever, will continue to exist.”

It is all she has. He hears her words, wonders what they mean. Then he snuggles under the covers, curls closer to her body. He falls into the dream.